Cosmic clean up session

How did you navigate eclipse season?  (which was basically most of September)

You may have found that there was a lot coming up around your day to day life, your home and even how/who you are as a person. 

It was big.  (If you're a Virgo or Pisces it was even bigger).

Because this year (2025) is classed as a 9 year, in numerology- a year of completions and endings.  

So we have been encouraged to close out old unhelpful patterns, to really let go, so that a new stronger, a lighter version of ourselves can come through.

It's been a bit like shedding a favourite old coat that's full of heavy objects, that's got chewing gum stuck in the pockets, missing a few buttons, it's too tight and really doesn't suit you anymore, but it;'s the only one you've got, and it's familiar, even if tatty. 

This year is about letting go of what doesn't work for you anymore, finally. 

And then begin to think about, or create what you do want to choose for yourself.

Because...

Next year is a 1 year- a year of new beginnings, of leadership and fresh starts. 

In the words of Rodney Trotter  ...."Cosmic!"

Doing it differently

This year, I did something different to navigate the eclipses and the liminal space (the space between the eclipses).

I joined a 21 day challenge with Chloe Cousins, an energy healer and mystic that I've been a fan of for several years now.

And, my goodness, it made the world of difference.

Beautifully ugly

So much 'shite' came up for review and release (and more still with the full moon this week), but because I was supported, even the heavy, chaotic days felt fractionally eased, and passed quickly, because of the support.

And I knew, deep in my core, it was meant to be this way.

I allowed myself to be supported.

I allowed myself to really see the ugliness that I was keeping for because it felt safer, familiar, even though it was causing suffering.

I was ready for a shift in identity.

And I chose to say "no more" and i felt that resonate through out.

I can describe that time with a few key descriptors:

truck loads of Ombar (dairy-free chocolate), huge frustration at myself, desperation, liberation, finally, alignment, grounding, expansive relief, embodiment.

And honestly, this shift in identity didn't mean I became someone else.

It meant, I let myself become more me, more aligned, more vibrant,more courageous and more passionate. 

I honestly look back at that time and all it's highs and very messy lows, and continue to feel so very blessed to have experienced it, amidst the support (and there was a lot).

So, I write to you from a renewed space, excited about the future, which for some of you, is possibly difficult to hear/read- Inviting you to Reiki trainings within the next month (if it calls to you) our nourishing Cosy-Heart retreat next month (again, if this would feel good to you) and a new group programme to help release the binds of emotional/ stress eating.